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Nita Holly @saltempress999 ·
I really am useless huh, I cant aim a gun when it matters, I am a coward who wants to live and now I am unable to remove a fucking curse from my "friend"...Instead I purified him too hard and he lost his humanity. Whats the point of having self generating radiant energy core if it does jacks shit. I feel like there is very little I am use these days, at least I am good at drinking and being eye candy... right?
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Tin-Man @tinman ·
What the fuck do you mean you purified him to so hard he lost his fucking humanity?! What the fuck did you do?
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Nita Holly @saltempress999 ·
None of this woulda happened if you didnt let him get cursed by your damn kitchen door in the first place, I was just trying to help him since he asked mi help for it. I cant humansit mi "friend" all the time.
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Tin-Man @tinman ·
No, he decided to do it. I told him multiple times to quit fucking with the door. This is your fault. You fucked around and erased a man's humanity because you think you know everything there is out there. Do not blame me for your failures. How about researching or investigating something next time before you, Miss 'I Have All the Power,' ruin someone else's life? And why don't you actually tell everyone what you did to Adam, instead of sitting here gaining sympathy from them?
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Zexus @madeofmagic ·
It’s normal to feel that way but if you let our failures control you. You’ll find your power, even if it’s not what you wanted it to be. But if you only believe yourself to be weak, eventually it will be true.
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Nita Holly @saltempress999 ·
I dont believe I am weak in terms of whats inside mi core, just less useful than i should. I always believed I was strong when I was young but I feel more...Grounded now days. I kinda do remember you thou from the fork when I was young, that hair is impossible to forget.
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Keezik @keezikthealchemist ·
Keezik think Nita is very good friend. Keezik saw friend you mention yesterday. Nita was helping friend with big issue, and that count for something. Keezik unsure if that Nita did really was cause for friend's change, but if it was, we all make mistake sometimes... Yesterday, Keezik gave potion to digimon to see if Keezik could make a potion for digimon. Digimon exploded. Digimon got better after, but Keezik felt very bad still. What matter is what people do after. Keezik don't think Nita is type to just let mistake completely shut her down. Keezik also don't think friend blame Nita for what happen. Friend not like that. Nita will bounce back and figure out issue. Keezik know she will. You have full Keezik support.
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Nita Holly @saltempress999 ·
Even thou I caused more problems than help... You are right keezik, but its not just one mistake thou there are many. I am not as much use to people as you or mother with your skills on alchemy vs mi healing, I have always done what I can... Even if its unorthodox in occasion.
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Keezik @keezikthealchemist ·
Keezik don't think Nita should be comparing herself to Keezik or mother. Nita isn't Keezik. Nita isn't mother. Nita is Nita. Nita is good friend that help friends when need help. Keezik is sure that somewhere there it something that neither Keezik nor Nita's mother can do. Only Nita. And when Nita finds that something, Keezik will be there to encourage Nita. Keezik is sure that mutual friend will do that too.
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Nita Holly @saltempress999 ·
Hopefully I do find something like that, thanks Keezik.
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TheWingsOfTwilight @thewingsoftwilight ·
I know that feeling too well. It feels like when you screw up, all you're good for is sitting back and looking pretty. But you're more than that, and it's something you show pretty much every day of your life when you show how much you care about the people around you. Screwing up doesn't make you useless, it just makes you a person. Don't let yourself forget that.
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Nita Holly @saltempress999 ·
Person huh, I guess you are right on that. I do care even if mi methods are... different. Ive been called dead weight so often after some jobs that its starting to weigh on me. I need more sake...
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TheWingsOfTwilight @thewingsoftwilight ·
That's awful, people shouldn't be calling you that. I know we don't really know each other, but I'd like to. And speaking just as someone who has been made to feel this way lots of times before, I want you to know that I don't think you're dead weight.
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Nita Holly @saltempress999 ·
Thanks, I do appreciate the sentiment. Maybe one day we will meet, metaverse is surprisingly small for being near infinite.
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Natalie Adams @naturalselection ·
Easy there, doll, I'm sure there's plenty you're good for even if you can't see it right now. Besides, the people that truly matter to us can see past our shortcomings and forgive us for our failings; there's hope yet if you'll allow yourself to look for it ❤️
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Nita Holly @saltempress999 ·
It just feels like almost every time I lend mi aid to something it backfires, you are right thou there has to be hope, even if mi own light fails me. There has to be good use for me, somewhere. For now I'll just drink till night falls.
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Natalie Adams @naturalselection ·
Tomorrow's a whole new day, you just gotta get there 😘
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