Times like these, I look back at the man I used to be. I have made a great deal of mistakes in my life, too many to fuckin count. And yet, people still see me as someone who deserves to be around, to be someone they can call.....family. But even with those folks, I still regret a lot of what I've done. Anabelle, if you're ever reading this, forgive your old fool of a father for leaving you and your mother. Even if you can't forgive me, just know that I will always love you. My one and only Flower.