It has been getting worst lately. I find my mind drifting far more as I grow heavily distracted. I remember first waking up in Zaphira, in October two years ago. I remember how frightened I was, but slowly began to make friends. I found a family in that city... And with this war...I just can't help but grow fearful... I'm used to loss. I've lost many friends and allies, some of which I can't remember the names or faces of...but...this feels so different... I'm not ready to lose anyone again...not again...